I’m tired of being Ms. Optimistic, tired of always seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, the rainbow after the storm, blah blah blah….I’m mad! And I’m going to sit right here for a while because I don’t ever get to just stay mad! I always pick up the pieces and move forward like a soldier. Nope! That’s not me anymore. I’m not going to pretend like this doesn’t hurt because it’s all that I feel. I’m not going to try and act like it’s okay and time will heal everything because I’ve never felt any”THING” that felt like this before. This anger that breathes inside of me is all I want to feel right now.

Every morning, every day, every evening I will be a walking reminder of what happens when your trust is betrayed. I’m not even going to call it hurt because it’s not! This…